I dreamt about dreaming
Dreams within a dream
The reality of these dreams
The actuality of what it seems
A nightmare following me out of my dreams
A nightmare of becoming who I will be
In my dreams, everything is cold
A climate of insolence
In my dreams, I am on edge
What do you think about me when thinking about me?
I am afraid I need to be saved from who you perceive me to be
A teeny-weeny earthling
Blurry, empty like I have given blood
Infirmity of the mind
Identity Gordian knot
I am afraid the coat I am wearing does not fit
In my dreams, I am attacked for being distinct
Under your psychiatric care
Under your laughing academy
You visited me in the hospital
Your revelations poisonous and lethal
Battle-tested friendships
You don’t want me to have anything in my life that’s not you
In my few seconds of sleep
So much of this feels like a dream
In between deaths
In my dreams, darkness comes to me
When the morning comes
An unconscious state of affairs
Buried in the unconscious, I feel lifeless
Awake in my dark island, I am motionless
I want righteousness
I want to see what I become
