Saturday, January 23, 2021

No judgments here, you’re free

Dear diary

My sanctuary

My one private place

It’s been a while since I spoke to you

No one can understand our burden

You and I have endured a life

That would’ve driven most people mad

I have the same longing as you

Same dreams of a normal life

We’re not bad people

We’ve seen so much suffering

We deserve a chance

I know now

 That neither of us can have that

If we stay like this

Here is a scoop

We are  going to have a life

A life that means something

A life with some excitement

A life that is real

Not this middle class hell

“What about trouble from my past?

What about the uncertainty of the world?”

I don’t care about your history 

I only care about who you are on this day

On this day you are who you are 

On that day you were who you were 

Your every wish is about to come true

So this has been my last entry, diary

I can’t even say the words

Thank you

Thank you for your every lesson 

Every lesson that you taught me was priceless 

When I was decomposing 

When I hated my reflection 

When I lost my compass

 The sense of myself 

I look back

I start to see things

 For what they really are 


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